In Spite
People keep asking me how big I am going to go with stretching my ears. They all tell me to "not go too big, it's gross when they are TOO big." I'm not sure if this is just me, but I know when people say that, it just makes me want to go out and get them WAY too big, just to piss them off. People tell me they don't like something, so I do it, and when they tell me they do like something, I still do it. It's hard to explain, but I wonder whether my mind has been made up on the topic, or if I am just messed up in the head and have some weird balance going back and forth between "do" and "don't."
I also want to get a piercing on my face in spite of mine mother. She thinks that if she doesn't sign for me to get a piercing, I can't. She thinks that by forcing me to not get a piercing until I am 18, I won't want one then. But in all honesty, her restrictions only make me want to get more. We want what we can't have, right? Once I turn 18, I am going to be completely covered in piercings and tattoo's, all in spite of her.
Money is the only thing holding me back, not respect for her morals. I guess that makes me a terrible person.
posted by Civil Whisper @ 12:34 PM
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3 Comments:
You're not a terrible person, its teen rebellion and you're not alone. You could ask any number of kids if they're going to get tattoos and piercings at 18 despite their parents, and I could guarantee you atleast 90% will say yes.
I don't care what you do to your body, as long as it's not harmful in the long term, really...
I think more in terms of how things will affect me. If my mom disagrees with what I want to do I'm an analytical thinker and consider whether how much I want something compensates with how it will affect what I do in the future. So in essence whatever she says in that regard doesn't count for much. I guess I'm a terrible person as well? Rebellion can be hella fun though.
Yes, someone who's mind thinks along the same lines as my own. And i thought i was the only one of my kind. Silly Alyx, plenty of rebellious teens out there, your not special.
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