Cry baby

I still feel guilty
I'm no good with goodbyes
This melody is my therapy
To put an end to your surmise

It's my fault
We grew apart
In your eyes
Before Valentimes

I offered many hints
And your reaction was then guaged
I put myself on the fence
While you were protected within the shade

You showed no signs
Of fascination
It must have been
So fustrating

To not be communicating



I like to be challenged. With the exception of quick fixes, I generally like to be around people who are smarter than myself, it gives me something to strive for. I have no vocabulary (or I thought I didn't), but in comparison to most of my friends, I don't. Certain people use plenty of "big" words and I just sit there and nod most of the time. I can usually figure out what it means by the rest of the conversation and then sometimes I already knew what it meant, but the chances of me using that word in a sentence on my own prior to meeting this person is incredibly slim. It kind of makes me feel like an idiot, and I kind of like that.
So don't go making me out to be the bad person, I tried plenty of times to be your friend, I thought you were nervous and you would grow out of it, but you didn't. I gave you more than enough chances, and I got tired of sitting there searching for something to say because you couldn't continue the conversation. So instead of waiting for you to "grow up" ... I did.